I'm so happy that it's this year and not last. Last year was so incredibly hard.
Scott and i are in such a better place now. I thank the stars for that.

Things are going well. I'm now 32 weeks pregnant = 8 months! Isn't that crazy?!! I am feeling well, for the most part. I get uncomfortable after eating and my back hurts at the end of an 8-hour workday, but it always has, so that's not really a big deal. Sleeping is getting harder. I will be so happy to get my old body back!

I have a doctor's appointment on Wednesday. On Thursday night, we're taking a breastfeeding class at the hospital where i will deliver. It should be interesting. We have a Third Trimester Class that starts the following week.

I have a cold right now. It's not that bad either, and i feel good that i've made it this far into the pregnancy without getting sick. i rested all weekend and called in sick to work today so i could rest some more. hopefully i will be feeling better soon.

with so many things going so much better in my life, the things that aren't going well seem to bother me all the more.

Scott's father still hasn't even seen us since being told i am pregnant. He doesn't even know that Scott has a nursing job. He doesn't know that we've moved out from Scott's mom's house. We haven't seen Scott's father or stepmother in a year. Scott was the one to contact them several months ago, to tell them we were having a baby. A few weeks before Christmas, his dad emailed him, asking if he wanted to get together in the next few weeks. Scott didn't reply, because he was busy and didn't want to deal with him. The next time Scott heard from him was when he got a bill for his car insurance in the mail.

Not seeing Scott's dad and stepmother has been good. They've never done anything but caused problems for Scott. But it's the principle of the whole thing that drives me crazy. Ugh.

Then there's the situation with Scott's brother. Just as we were moving out of his mother's house, his brother was moving back home. For the last several years, he has lived with/off of his girlfriend. She lost her job a few months ago and her family wanted to rent out the condo that the two of them had been living in for the past several years. Scott's brother got his Associate's degree 18 months ago, but hasn't gotten a job. I don't even think he's trying anymore. He's 31 years old. Since we've moved out, whenever we go back to Scott's mom's house, we are pretty sure that his brother is high. It's so infuriating to me. He's such a loser. His brother is a mess. He is schizophrenic (or something very similar) but he's abused his medications and other prescription drugs for years. As long as i've been with Scott. He's landed himself in the emergency room three times. To know that he (and his girlfriend, who's Bipolar, btw) is still doing drugs all the time, especially after what he's already been through and what Scott has been through, it's simply infuriating to me. He makes me sick.

UGH!

Anyway. Enough negative ranting.

My point is that i'm so thankful and relieved and thrilled that my life is in the place that it is right now.

Finally!

The only female member of The Backstreet Boys ;)

I'm soon of to the dentist :O
Wish me good luck everyone!!

Posting a picture to make myself feel good lol :)

I'm sad :(
My rainy day parade is not coming home during 2009!! I sent an email to the post customer service to ask them if they could find out where my package is, I have the tracking number, I check it like evey hour, but the last update there, is 18 dec, when the package was sent from Japan. On customer service they sais the package hadent event made it to Norway :( Where is she?? And they told me to wait another week, the post is slow during christmas.... Guess I just have to wait...

I also pre-ordered Ice Rune a while back, and yesterday she was sent from Hong Kong with air mail. Hope she gets here soon! When Adorable Aubrey was sent from HK with air mail she was here within a week :D



What did everyone get for christmas?
 Here is a list of we got:

-Smoothie-blender
-waffleiron
-wok pan
-Jewelry holder(me)
-Plates
-Bowls
-2 Board games
-2 books (me)
- Socks(booth me and my bf that my sister knitted)
-Glasses
-Braun Satin hair brush(me)
-Kitchen knife
-Kitchen tools
-Storage box
-Bed sheets

Very happy with the presents this year!! :)

I got my bf headphones, boxershort and socks this year :)

I'm still very behind on my letters, sorry :(

Well, not really because I'm a person that loves rain and snow!! :) I don't like the sun to much, makes me depressed. I guess the rain and the snow fits better with how I'm feeling inside.. or something like that :p lol...

But off course snow and rain can make me depressed sometimes, mostly if it rain or snow for days, and it never seems to stop!

Sitting here eating porridge, I was so hungry so I just had to eat something.
We're getting ready to go and celebrate christmas eve with my bf family, my sister and brother are driving us there, we have a lot of stuff(many gifts) so we dont want to take the bus :P W need a car! lol We are getting picked up about an hour, we are also visiting my grandmother on the way, havent seen her in a long time.. feel really guilty about that :(
We'll be back tomorrow, my bf parents are probably driving us back.

Anyway I wanted to wish you all a merry christmas! :)
How are you all celebrating christmas?